My ten years

Suddenly realized I've posted on this blog for ten years since April/9/2005. Time flies definitely.

I'm glad I could keep recording my life here even though these days blogs are not the most popular way that people share their life with others, and I don't know if there is anybody who would look at my blog. But it's not a matter. Just think it's great to have a space to say something I see, feel and think, and keep writing.

There is no songs better than this for the ten year anniversary. :)

疼妳的責任_品冠

要你是最快樂最單純的人
因為你讓我的心變得豐盛　
原來不奢望的變成可能
　
讓你做最輕鬆最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一種信任　
愛的瞭解包容才算愛得完整

修練

花了半天的時間反覆 download/un-install/install，終於成功後，發現 FAE 所報的 issue 根本不會發生.....所以呢？

然後我想，我花這麼多時間，到底在做甚麼？獲得了甚麼？感覺有點無力且沒有成就感。

後來我想到 Mike 曾經跟我說的，在不同的位置有不同的責任，如果解決各大大小小繁雜的 issue，是你這工作的任務，那當妳分析釐清了這些問題，妳是不是應該覺得開心？

的確是這樣沒錯。扮演不同角色的時候，也要記得轉換心境。

教育父母

我一直想，我這樣的想法是不是很奇怪...

從小就被教導要孝順父母，
被教導父母年紀大各項能力退化的當下，我們要學習體諒，我們要想從我們剛出生甚麼都不會的時候，父母也是耐心細心的教導我們。

這些道理都沒錯，我也覺得我大部分時間有做到，
但是同時我也想，很多人說父母不要溺愛孩子，要讓孩子學習獨立接受挫折；
當父母給予孩子富足的生活的同時，可能造成的是孩子對於物質的不滿足。
那反過來，孩子對於父母是不是也一樣？是不是也會造成父母過度的依賴？

you are special

「合理，因為她是很特別的女人，一般男人不愛。」

although I believe every person is unique....

Warm

當一個有溫度的人...

Dead

Feel like being dead these days....besides work, what else I did in my daily life? I might need some stimulation to my life...either go to exhibitions, movies or take cooking/baking/English class. Need some exercise to help me go back to normal life as well.....

No passion

It's been just nine days, how can I feel it's that long? I might have taken a break long enough, but still don't have passion at all now. feeling too low to move on....

why so serious?

Why so serious!!!? bxxxsxxt